to choke back
- phrasal verb
- /tʃoʊk bæk/
- Another worried face, another student choking back tears.
- choking back tears
- choked back a sob
- choking back laughter
Examples
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As she listened to the sad news, she had to choke back her tears.
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I managed to choke back a sob that struggled to burst forth.
Fiction book (2002) -
"I feel like I could have done more," he said, choking back tears.
Blog text (23) -
I choked back a lump in my throat, but it was no use.
Academic text (1996) -
And he was choking back soft, soft sobs.
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"Do you know why he would do that, Doctor?" Niemann tried to choke back tears.
Fiction book (1995) -
"Every room is the wrong room," Simon says, choking back a sob.
Blog text (21) -
Mark retreated to his bedroom, where he sprawled on his bed and for a moment choked back tears.
Fiction book (1999) -
The prayers, the silence, everyone veiled behind their sunglasses, choking back tears.
Fiction book (2002) -
Christina, of the island, strong as granite, choked back sobs.
Fiction book (1990)
Synonyms
Keep yourself from showing feelings or telling others
To find it hard to speak because you feel strong emotion
To hold back feelings or reactions
Keep strong feelings or memories from coming into the mind
Keep strong feelings under control so you do not act on them
To stop yourself from showing strong feelings
To hold back a feeling or reaction so it does not show
To stop a feeling or sound from being shown
To limit growth or activity so it cannot continue
To keep strong feelings inside instead of telling others
To take back words you said
Stop yourself from showing an emotion like tears or laughter
To stop yourself from showing strong feelings like sadness or anger
To try hard to hold back a strong feeling
To stop yourself from showing angry feelings
To stop yourself from making a sound when something is funny
Antonyms
How Suppressed
Surface Forms
Morphology
choke + back
The meaning 'to suppress or restrain an emotion' is directly derivable from combining 'choke' (to stifle) with the particle 'back', which commonly marks holding in or restraining in verb+particle constructions (compare 'hold back', 'hold in'). This is a regular compositional pattern in English, so a B1 learner who knows both constituents would very likely infer the MWE's meaning.
Etymology
Choke back comes from the image of someone who is choking and forces what is in their throat back down so they do not cough or cry out. So, choke back means to 'hold in' or 'suppress' a strong feeling like tears, anger, or a sob.