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self-disgust

self-disgust

1 7.9
A strong feeling of shame and dislike for yourself
  • noun
  • /sɛlf-dɪsˈɡʌst/
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  • She experienced self-disgust when she realized she had lied to her family.
  • shame and self-disgust

Examples

  • Mr. Rogers looked down at John with glassy, dead eyes, and he seemed to sigh in self-disgust.

    Blog text (12)
  • Later, I would become almost indifferent to this condition and the self-disgust as well.

    Academic text (2009)
  • Somehow, my self-disgust made me indifferent to them, and my fury toward Joe took a long time to burn out.

    Academic text (2009)
  • Sal looks up angrily, filled with self-disgust.

    Fiction book (1992)
  • Andrieu asked himself, as he often did when overcome by a mixture of self-disgust and longing.

    Fiction book (1997)
  • Too much pride breeds complacency, but too little produces a paralyzing self-disgust.

    Academic text (1998)
  • It occurred to me the next day, as I stood talking with Joseph about what was going to be done, that I would never in my life see anything as pitiable as Joseph's face, furrowed with self-disgust, and him unable to say a word as he lay in the remains of The Begging Chair.

    Fiction book (2000)
  • After reflecting on his actions, he felt a wave of self-disgust for the way he treated his friends.

  • His self-disgust over his poor choices kept him from enjoying the party.

Synonyms

shame
vsself-disgust
418 2.3

A painful feeling of guilt and embarrassment about something you did wrong

is aimed inward with added physical rejection toward one's actions
disgust
vsself-disgust
87 2.0

A strong feeling of dislike and being sick because something is offensive

is focused inward feeling shame and strong bodily rejection about the self
revulsion
vsself-disgust
18 6.3

A strong feeling of disgust at something very unpleasant

is similar but specifically directed inward at one's actions or worth
guilty conscience
vsself-disgust
16 4.2

A feeling of being sorry and worried after doing something wrong

is more visceral and directed inward mixing shame with bodily rejection of actions
self-hatred
vsself-disgust
11 6.4

A strong painful feeling that you are a bad person or have no value

is more about strong inward shame combined with a physical rejection of one's actions
mortification
vsself-disgust
2 8.6

A strong feeling of shame or deep embarrassment

is a strong inward feeling combining disgrace with physical rejection of self
guilt feelings
vsself-disgust
1 3.9

Feeling sorry and responsible for doing something wrong

is a harsher inward reaction combining shame with a physical rejection of the self
self-reproach
vsself-disgust
1 7.1

A feeling of blaming yourself for something you did wrong

is more about inward shame plus physical rejection rather than simple guilt
self-condemnation
vsself-disgust
1 7.9

To blame yourself for mistakes or failures

is felt as intense shame or physical rejection toward the self not just judgmental blame

Antonyms

Accepting yourself as you are, including your strengths and weaknesses

3 4.3

Caring for your own happiness and well-being

How Disgusted

self-hatred
11 6.4
self-disgust
1 7.9

Surface Forms

self-disgust singular
self-disgusts plural

Morphology

self-disgust = self + disgust (transparent) = self + disgust

The meaning is directly compositionally derived: 'disgust' directed at the 'self', which is clear to learners.

Etymology

Self-disgust joins self ('oneself') and disgust, a word that originally meant 'bad taste'. So self-disgust is like feeling you are 'bad to taste', a strong shame and dislike of yourself.