for the drawer
- idiom
- He journals daily for the drawer, finding solace in words meant for no one else.
Examples
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She writes stories for the drawer to express her feelings privately.
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His poems are just for the drawer; he never plans to share them.
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I don't know how to write for the drawer.
Fiction book (1994) -
Tell me he did nothing when I hear the trash cans rattle at night and he reaches for the drawer of his nightstand.
Fiction book (1997)
Synonyms
For one person or group only and not open to others
Not shared with others because it should be secret
Not available to the public in books or online
How Private
Surface Forms
Morphology
The phrase literally combines 'for' + 'the' + 'drawer' so a learner can plausibly infer 'intended to be kept in a drawer' and therefore private or unpublished; the storage metaphor links the constituents to the MWE meaning. However, the use of 'drawer' as a conventionalized metaphor for unpublished/private writings is somewhat idiomatic and pragmatic, so the exact literary sense may not be fully predictable without exposure.
Etymology
For the drawer comes from the simple image of a writer putting pages into a desk drawer to hide them from others. That's why the phrase now means 'created but kept private'.