to kill oneself
- phrasal verb
- Informal
- If you keep stressing out over every little thing, you'll really be killing yourself.
- killing yourself trying
- want to kill yourself
Examples
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I've been killing myself for eight days and I gained a pound!
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You are killing yourself by working too many hours without a break.
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But I've watched you almost kill yourself working out, Maks.
Fiction book (2000) -
She was killing herself trying to impress her boss with long hours and little sleep.
Synonyms
To make someone work too much so they become very tired or ill
Make too much effort with your body or mind so it is unhealthy
Antonyms
How Hard
Surface Forms
Morphology
The literal composition 'kill' + 'oneself' denotes causing one's own death, and the MWE's meaning 'strain or work oneself excessively' is a metaphorical, hyperbolic extension of that literal sense. A B1 learner who knows the constituents will grasp the general idea of extreme self-harm or extreme effort, but the pragmatic sense 'work too hard' is inferable only partially and benefits from prior exposure or context, so it is not fully transparent.
Etymology
Kill oneself comes from a strong image: someone working so hard that the work could kill oneself. So today people say it as an exaggeration to mean 'to work too hard' or 'make an excessive effort'.